We made a decision

Em & I decided that we would stop talking ourselves out of the idea of getting pregnant. We have talked about parenting on & off since early when we started dating and even more so since we got married four years ago. Its almost like we know too much of what to expect & as we talk about when & how we could do it we have had so many reasons why ita a bad time - or why we aren't quite ready (as if any one is ever ready). But here is the deal - I am 41 years old, we are two women so were not about to get pregnant by accident & we can't just go off of birth control & see what happens. So between em getting a couple lectures on fertility & how quickly it drains away with age & other stuff like that we made a pact to just go forward & see what happens. What if we just go forward - I feel excited and a little bit Naive -We stopped in Walgreens & bought prenatal vitamins to celebrate