Missed Brunch

Was supposed to get another bois' brunch together for this am but I became Not Up For it... I spend a week totally obsessing on all things conception then started to bleed & now I don't want to talk to anyone any more... I guess that's not surprising but it feels very selfish... like now I am going to pull the entire world into my 2 week by two week rotation around the ovulation sun...I feel a lot of pressure since we are pretty decided that there will be one more try in this round and then we will take the reasses things break for 3 - 6 months before we come back to baby makin' stuff again - .... and at my age that probably means this is it.